Happiness is relative
to the state of yourself
before i was lost
wandering alone in the desert
forever catching glimpses of the holyland
I approach excited, only to find another mirage
And then it happened.
My vision was true
The city awaits me
I can see the lights, smell the people and the commotion
The walled gate houses stand tall, and proud
Gates open open wide in greeting to me.
I can see the temple, its golden dome shines.
serinity and peace lie within those sacred walls.
this cant be a mirage, for here i am amongst the people
although the crowd is strong in front of me
and many paths must be taken through the throng of people
Now i can see the desitination it makes those many nights of cold
and the days of blistering, all worth it
if i can just touch serenity again.
Will i ever be able to value myself for who i am – not the worth others put on me?
I know that i am strong
I know that i can deal with anything life can throw at me
Why does one moment of insignificance destroy me?
Its so difficult to understand these strings that bind me
Reacting the same way every time something doesnt go my way.
To feeling worthless if its not my day.
Will i ever be free of this deep self-loathing which stirs from within.
I know this is something i need to deal with on my own.
That the world isnt out for me at all, i am just one among billions
What makes me so different to the rest of them?
what makes me so special?
I will rise again, i will be myself and i will get what i want from life
The place, the People, the Girl – LIFE, where ever it may take me
Im willing to embrace and live right now.
for no other reason then to enjoy the moment with the people who matter
Excuse me while i cry and release this bad energy.
i no longer want it to be a part of me.
and now i can breathe.
Sometimes experience sits on the edge of reality
The moment resonates with unknown frequency
This time i will remember till the end of my days
Both these beautiful eyes focused on me?
How the hell did I get into this?
I don’t believe in luck because luck doesn’t believe in me.
This cant be real, I must be asleep?
That’s it! I worked this out, it must be a dream?
She’s Kind, intelligent, pretty and petit
The girl next door, innocent and sweet
Way too good for the likes of me
A metaphor worthy of her doesn’t exist
I could say she was like a summers day
Both more lovely and more temperate
But The words pale into insignificance
When my eyes look upon her face
A summers day could never compare
Where i’m from, summers still a world away.
This feels like a good dream, to good a dream to be for me
I don’t know what to think, how to act, what to feel
This Californian Girl is tangible, she’s beautiful. She’s real
Her smile warm’s this bitter English winter
Which has raged for all too many years
This ice just melts at the merest thought.
She will be mine.
Name. Jedi Kush
Appearance. Dense and fat nugs – definitely indicia in appearance – a few leaves left on- quite a few trichomes lots of beautiful brown hairs.
Aroma/flavour. Really fruity. A mix of berry and tropical tones blend together with the classic kush flavour – reminds me of purple Kush. Very earthy and a little sweet, a real flavourful smoke.
Effects. Although the bud structure looked like it was going to be indica i find some rather huge uplifting sativa like effects when smoking this delicious strain. Although it is a body creeper too, the effects on the body coming on 10 to 20mins after and lasting much longer then the heady buzz which was great for pain relief.
Comments. Love the name and a beautiful little smoke.
Name. Green Crackberry
Appearance. Some really dense buds with a huge amount of bright orange hairs – so many that the bud looks orange from not so far away, the green of the bud structure is more visible.
Aroma/flavour. Beautiful aroma from this plant. Somewhat acrid with a citrus/ lime tone which blends perfectly with a deeper earthy – almost cheesy- berry smell. The flavour is pretty similar to the smell with a real fruity citrus lime flavour. The deep earthy tones are extremely delicious. A breeder once told me there is no point crossing anything unless you can make it better then the two original parents – this cross, in my opinion is a shining example of this, it takes both traits of the parents and blends them perfectly.
Effects. A mid rage uplifting buzz moved down the body after 5 to 10 min’s creating a nice even all over stone which is both uplifting and relaxing.
Comments. Really beautiful flavours – love the strain, but hate the name!
Name. Grape Romulan
Appearance. Light green and fairly trichome rich. Some evidence of calyx formations and a sparse amount of orange brown hairs, completely caked in trichomes.
Aroma/flavour. Quite musky and light tones with this flower. Some hints of berries in the aroma but the grape really comes out in the flavour. Which is opens out to a much more rounded and full berry and grape flavours which go extremely well with a musky if somewhat spicy undertone.
Effects. Indica dominant body stone – average pain relief, great for optic neuritis – stopped it dead in its tracks 😛
Comments. Good flavours but i wouldn’t get again if i was looking for symptom relief – i would if i was looking for flavour though.
Tree town Seeds Special – Kush #1 and Purple Afgani
Hi and welcome back to my Blog – thanks for reading, if you enjoy my blog feel free to share :). For this medical cannabis strain review i linked up with treetown seeds to try out two of their new strains – Purple Afgani and Kush #1 they are not out yet – im very excited to be getting this sneak preview of some brand spanking new strains before they are released.
Name – Kush #1
Appearance. Skinny, pale and pastel green buds laced with a strikingly bright assortment of orange hairs – lots of trichomes which look about ready to pop.
Aroma/flavour. Fruity is the first word that comes to mind when smelling this beautiful strain. But then after that it gets a bit harder. There are some berry hints but mainly tropical fruit flavours mixed with a slight citrus edge. It is also a little floral but this is over powered by the tropical and “green” plant aroma’s. The taste is really good, the floral fresh and planty skunk like flavour is more pronounced then in the aroma, which does dull the fruityness by comparison – but this is not a bad thing as the skunky fresh and kush flavour is fantastic.
Effects. Nice and buzzy with a real good body effects – especially pain relief. Some of the best for pain that i have had. Two tokes and im where i need to be – which is nice and means the joint lasts me a fair amount of time! The high feels more in the shoulders but thats not to say the rest of the body isn’t effected – as it most definitely is. a real nice all over calming and relaxing effect.
Comments. A really nice strain – both in terms of strength flavours and effects.
Name. Purple Afghani.
Appearance. Bobbley Nugs with slight calyx formations appearing all over the bud. It has a foxtail kind of shape – if the fox was fextremely fluffy it would be about right – Breaks down into mini buds all the same shame as the main bud was. – gorgeous and lush greens overlayed with some beautiful brown and whispy hairs – this is some of the most beautiful looking bud formations i have ever had the pleasure of setting eyes on.
Aroma/flavour. I’m amazed by this strain – she STINKS when the buds are broken into. A really mouth watering aroma– you can smell the purple Kush in this a lot much more then the afgani– but the afgani’s sweet and spicy comes through on the lower tones of the aroma and taste. The flavour is spectacular – real Kush flavours blend perfectly with the candied spiciness of the Afghani – i’m seriously impressed with not only the flavours but the strength on them too – an earthy sweet skunky tone stays with you long after a puff – this strains tastes incredible.
Effects. Well the parentage of this plant does give away the effects she is going to have – she is a heavy indica with some hefty symptom relief – im blown away by this plant. I havnt had this much pain relief from many other strains which still give me the full symptom relief of my other symtoms too. Which is great. I really like the effects this has on me – i feel enough symptom relief without feeling the huge amount of “coutch lock” that some other heavy indica strains may have. long lasting and effective – this is a winner on all counts.
Comments. If i hadn’t of had the cannabis cup winning boggle gum – id go as far as to say this was the best cannabis i have had from the bay area – no joke this strain is AMAZING = i know what a certain Port Talbort resident is thinking right now… they can rest assured that the matter is in hand 😉
It was an honour to get to taste test these beautiful flowers – my thanks goes out to the guys at treetown. look out for the name – I have a feeling we may be hearing more from them soon!
To Find out more about treetown seeds visit their website @ http://www.treetownseeds.com/