Relative Strength.

Will i ever be able to value myself for who i am – not the worth others put on me?

I know that i am strong

I know that i can deal with anything life can throw at me

Why does one moment of insignificance destroy me?

Its so difficult to understand these strings that bind me

Reacting the same way every time something doesnt go my way.

To feeling worthless if its not my day.

Will i ever be free of this deep self-loathing which stirs from within.

I know this is something i need to deal with on my own.

That the world isnt out for me at all, i am just one among billions

What makes me so different to the rest of them?

what makes me so special?

I will rise again, i will be myself and i will get what i want from life

The place, the People, the Girl – LIFE, where ever it may take me

Im willing to embrace and live right now.

for no other reason then to enjoy the moment with the people who matter

Excuse me while i cry and release this bad energy.

i no longer want it to be a part of me.

and now i can breathe.

Clark French

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About clarkfrench

Diagnosed with MS on the 19th of August 2010 I have started Bloging to raise awareness for MS and cannabis in general. I have some great friends and family and have had lots of support from local MS charities. I have had articles written about me in a local and national papers, national news websites and conducted various radio interviews on BBC radio and private radio stations. I appeared on national television for channel 4 and the BBC. I want to help other people who have MS I want them to realise how much difference cannabis can have to their life.

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