Will i ever be able to value myself for who i am – not the worth others put on me?
I know that i am strong
I know that i can deal with anything life can throw at me
Why does one moment of insignificance destroy me?
Its so difficult to understand these strings that bind me
Reacting the same way every time something doesnt go my way.
To feeling worthless if its not my day.
Will i ever be free of this deep self-loathing which stirs from within.
I know this is something i need to deal with on my own.
That the world isnt out for me at all, i am just one among billions
What makes me so different to the rest of them?
what makes me so special?
I will rise again, i will be myself and i will get what i want from life
The place, the People, the Girl – LIFE, where ever it may take me
Im willing to embrace and live right now.
for no other reason then to enjoy the moment with the people who matter
Excuse me while i cry and release this bad energy.
i no longer want it to be a part of me.
and now i can breathe.